Azure Dreams seems to hate me, but I'm too stupid to give up.

You know, I've been studying human psychology for a long time (but only in front of my computer or Playstation, strangely) and found that that seems to be a trait pretty much everyone possesses. The urge to defy logic and be completely and utterly stupid without thought. For example, if you spend two hours on a game and then die, toss your controller, and storm off in frustration. Then you come back and do it again and the same exact thing happens, but perhaps at a different point in the game.

Logic says "Hey. If this pisses you off so bad, how about not doing it anymore? Obviously it's not good for you." But how many people actually listen to that?

I sure as hell don't. Which sort of 'segs' back to the title of the blog.

Thinking really is a waste of time, as clearly logic means nothing.

Busy couple of days coming up, so it looks like I'm taking some time away from Azure Dreams, which is probably a good thing anyway. Work to do here and there, online stuff, possibly pay-per-view to prepare for, people visiting the house. I did get lucky in having Monday off next week (I wasn't anticipating another day off until Thursday), but I do have to work today and tomorrow. Blah. I really should just stop working, because working always makes me really tired. Logically speaking, working makes me feel bad, so I shouldn't do it.

But logic means nothing, as I already said. And I'm becoming accustomed to the feeling. So it's nothing new, one supposes.

~Don